I Have

This was something I wrote ages ago, but thought it suited being one of the first I am Craig Lowe posts


I have -been wrong and right, clever and stupid

I have been in love, been loved, dumped, still in love.

I have laughed till tears ran down my face and  cried till i had no more tears.

I have wiped others tears away.

I have laugh and cried when together and when apart

I have been surrounded by friends, been lonely, been 'normal' and weird (depends who you ask)

I have went with the flow, swam against the tide, followed the pack, led the way.

I have went from popular to outcast, loved and lost (but still in love),

I have stayed in comfort zones and stepped out as far as I dared.

I have followed advice.

I have ignored advice.

I have had some money(not much) and been in debt.

I have lived with people and lived alone.

I have made people laugh and made some cry.

I have sent too many messages to the wrong people, not enough to the right ones

I have had faith in others when they were lacking belief.

I have been inspired by others and inspired others to rise higher than they ever imagined. 

I have helped people to follow their dreams.

I have set some targets and reached some goals

I have reached for the stars and buried my head

I have trusted some people too much.

I have held on too long and let go too soon, 

I have been up, and down, travelled and stayed, been here,there (but not everywhere)

I have studied and taught.

I have ran into trouble and  walked away.

I have felt alive and felt like death

I have won and lost

I have always played.

I have had the best friends, got rid of the worst (most of)

I have climbed mountains and fell in holes.

I have lost things, searched and found, some lost forever.

I have had what i wanted, and sometimes been been given what I needed

I have never knowingly left anyone in a worst place than they were before they knew me, always better (or at least the same) think about it.

I have kept people close and pushed others away.

I have tried my best with mixed results, some people think I'm awesome at what I do( and who I am), others think I know nothing.

I have no doubt, whatever you think, the truth is

I have been ME

Craig Lowe